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(saw a couple artists do this, thought it was interesting.)
I joined DA in 2006. At the time I was really excited at first, because I got into drawing. I made a couple friends, two that hardly get on now but are two very nice people. Over time I improved a bit, met a couple other artist/friends on here. Somewhere along the line I got into WoW, so I was off and on.
Then a girl happened, a girl that shattered my heart, world, and really killed my desire to be creative. I lost my desire to draw, I figured why bother? Most people don't really care about scrubs like me anyway. To this day I haven't really improved much, I haven't really practiced. I just can't get into it, maybe I was never good at it at all. I make friends on here, but after a while get pretty much forgotten.
I've always wanted to make my own comics though, for fun, but I don't know if I'll ever do that. People aren't interested in a wash up like myself, my story is a bit bittersweet I guess. I'm not on here much because of the coldness this website has given me. Maybe I'll pick up drawing again? Maybe not. I dunno honestly.
I joined DA in 2006. At the time I was really excited at first, because I got into drawing. I made a couple friends, two that hardly get on now but are two very nice people. Over time I improved a bit, met a couple other artist/friends on here. Somewhere along the line I got into WoW, so I was off and on.
Then a girl happened, a girl that shattered my heart, world, and really killed my desire to be creative. I lost my desire to draw, I figured why bother? Most people don't really care about scrubs like me anyway. To this day I haven't really improved much, I haven't really practiced. I just can't get into it, maybe I was never good at it at all. I make friends on here, but after a while get pretty much forgotten.
I've always wanted to make my own comics though, for fun, but I don't know if I'll ever do that. People aren't interested in a wash up like myself, my story is a bit bittersweet I guess. I'm not on here much because of the coldness this website has given me. Maybe I'll pick up drawing again? Maybe not. I dunno honestly.
I'm Still Alive
Hey I, Oh I'm Still Alive....
Been a while, I hope my friends on here have been doing well. I kind of fell out of the drawing scene mostly due to a lot of self doubt. I got caught up in being overwhelmed with how well everyone's skills were. Plus I fell into a bit of a depression/busy normal life style. I just got fed up with being creative. That being said, I've healed a lot and grown a lot. My profile is a bit dry, but I was thinking of making a come back.
My skills are still kind of cave man style, but I've always wanted to make my own comics and draw my OC's and such for fun. I dunno if anyone would really be interested in my return,
What I've been up to
I apologize for growing cold on Deviant ART. My life right now consists of nothing but getting up early and working a retail job. I'm mentally exhausted and lately I've just been feeling very lonely. Not that people really care, no one does >.>; actually. I'm getting older and my mind and heart are slowly shifting into more mature things. Like love, wanting a family, etc.
I've been focused on that, about past mistakes and lost chances. I wanted to be more creative, to learn to draw a little so I could just draw my OC's and the characters I role play with. Yet I have lost my inspiration, my heart is filled with nothing but regret, lonl
A Random Pokemon Adventure
~AmiHinaLee (https://www.deviantart.com/amihinalee) sent me this. xD I normally don't do these kinds of things but it's pokemon so I couldn't resist:
Thomas: "W-Well Thackery's pokemon journey seemed fun...s-so here I go!"
RULES:
-Use a Random Number Generator and Random Pokémon Generator to select your answers.
-Tag your rivals.
-Have fun during your adventure!
I tag:
no on atm. If this interests you feel free to do so. :3 Show me your results too ^^
You started your Pokémon journey:
1) At age 10 (Dang Thomas was younger than he is in cannon. lol)
2) At age 15.
3) After finishing high school.
4) After finishing college.
5) As far back as you can remembe
Updates on RPG Maker
For a while either MV had some kind of update or my antivirus was going nuts, but I couldn't access rpg maker MV. Though after a long while my little project is slowly chugging along again. :meow:
I like how the intro and everything is going this time around, so fingers crossed that I can finally make a demo of my sort of first game series. ^^
© 2014 - 2024 Twilightdrifter
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Well, it's gonna be a bit hard to get something done with that attitude, that's for sure. 
I'm not saying it's gonna be easy, or that you'll become the next best thing, but we may never know if you're shooting yourself down before others have the chance to say anything.
Ah, I'm not too sure what you're going through, but even I have doubts about me and my art as well. I'm sure I'll never really have a following, but I'm happy to just doodle with a few friends. So don't worry about followings, worry about your happiness. And hey, you write pretty well, so don't forget that!
But uh... If you ever need to chat with someone, I'm here often. I'm just bad at approaching people. And sorry if I ranted, I just felt like I get that way too. XD
I'm not saying it's gonna be easy, or that you'll become the next best thing, but we may never know if you're shooting yourself down before others have the chance to say anything.
Ah, I'm not too sure what you're going through, but even I have doubts about me and my art as well. I'm sure I'll never really have a following, but I'm happy to just doodle with a few friends. So don't worry about followings, worry about your happiness. And hey, you write pretty well, so don't forget that!
But uh... If you ever need to chat with someone, I'm here often. I'm just bad at approaching people. And sorry if I ranted, I just felt like I get that way too. XD